Mimi's Journal

Woooah!

2007-02-26T04:25:41Z

I haven't been here in agessssssssssss. I sure am dying to role-play with someone.. o.o;; I dunno what to say right now.. I feel so braindeadish.. Yeah, this is a very lovely return post isn't it? xD Shalalallala.. I wasted my entire Sunday...

OKAY ENOUGH OF BEING NEGATIVE~!

Yesterday was a SPECTACULAR day! I went to the movies with my boyfriend and my best friend, and it was awesooooooome! We watched the movie "Number 23' with Jim Carry! He was sooo serious! Then we took funny pictures! Then I went to Sarah's and we played tons of DDR! Yeah it was kooool!

*back to daydreaming state*.. =_= RP...anybody..!!!

Hiya everybody!

2006-08-13T19:47:05Z

Hi hi guys! Been too long since I've updated my Lj! So let's see, has there really been all that much happening since I last updated..? Well I'm into RPing more than ever, it seems. I've been into some more anime. Like Gantz and Ergo Proxy. I'm still talking on the phone a lot. The real major change around here is that I'll be starting my college classes on Tuesday, the 15th. Woot, I can't wait! I'm really curious to see how this will go. But I'm also going to miss home..I won't be online as much as I used to.. -cry- But I'll still definitely make it on as MUCH as I can!! Besides, I don't think i'll have so much homework from the first week of classes. xD

Back

2006-07-24T16:05:48Z

Oh, I forgot to say, i'm back!! Been back for a few days now.. I haven't been up these days. Having loads of fun rping!! And talking on the phone to Bryan and Terry all day! And Bryan and I have been watching anime on youtube at the same time.. You guys must look at PowerPuff Girls Z 0_o,,, So, we watched stuff like, Gantz, Elfen Lied, Full Metal Panic, Coyote Ragtime, Lamune..Sailormoon Stars..and a bit more than that! Anyway, ttyl guys!

PS: I did see Pirates2...quite a few days ago! xD

-rushes back to work-

Meep

2006-07-17T16:14:52Z

I lost my internet at home yesterday.. So i'll be coming to the one at work, but I can't stay on it b/c I'm suppose to be 'working'. I'll get my internet at home back eventually. -sigh-

Bryan, Terry, Daniel..gimme a call!!!

Indiana Trip

2006-07-04T21:39:00Z

Happy 4th of July!!!

Hallo everyone! I'm currently in Indiana, writing this. Well, I'd be back home by the time you guys can read this. I'm glad my dad could buy me a little notepad so I can start writing here. It's Sunday, and I feel like I'm dying without my laptop. Okay, it's not that bad, but anyway, I'll go ahead and tell you guys about the trip so far from the very beginning..

It was 1am when I had to get up and finish packing. My parents made me sleep around 9ish, and Tenshi, I'm sure you remember that. xP I was tired, considering I received only 4 hours of sleep the previous night. I blame Gaia! Anyway.. We drove 2 hours to get to the airport, and the plane was to leave around 6am to Atlanta Georgia. So as you can imagine, it took us quite a while to get situated. When we finaly got seated on the plane, I was so excited. It was a small plane, and my dad kept leaning too close to me, but it was all good. I sat beside the window and right where this wing was too. Once the plane finally rolled onto the airstrip, it started to roll sooo fast! My favorite part! Before I knew it, we were flying! It was such a beautiful sight you guys, to see all the trees and land below. The sun was rising, we were eventually above the clouds, and that was so beautiful too. I loved it when the plane tilted so I could see what was down tehre better. It did get foggy, so when we reached Atlanta and the plane was lowering, all the buildings below looked like they were under water or something.

So we landed and started to tour around the Atlanta airport, and it waas seriously GIGANTIC! It looked like twenty malls combined together! Or a bunch of Super Targets! xD Not only that, it waas crowded beyond belief. Know what I liked though? Because the halls were so long, they had conveyer belts that you stand on to get closer to where you're going...like the Jetsons! Sorry, this probably doesn't seem like a big deal to you guys because they're ubiquitous in airports, but I had fun with them. Our next plane that was to take us to Chicago was going to arrive in 3 hours!! We all felt sleep deprived and bored. My ipod was half dead. We just walked and sat around. Finaly we got on the plane, and I was just excited as I was before. The plane ride lasted for around an hour and something minutes.

We then got a rental car and drove through Chicago traffic to Indiana. I tried to sleep in the car. When I opened my eyes, I found ourselves in the middle of nowhere. I saw endless fields of corn, cows, horses, farms.. We arrived at our hotel, and it was right down the road from the hotel my family was staying at. Rreason why we chose a different hotel was so that I could get my own room. We stayed at a cheap hotel. ^^! I can't sleep when I'm sharing a room with my mom b/c she snores. If I blast my music, my dad would get all upset. An hour after we got back, we went to this country resturant to meet my dad's family there. I felt so awkward and nervous. And every single person said, "Wow, I haven't seen you since you were this small!" So I was expecting the people I haven't talked to yet to tell me that. xP For dinner, we had the typical chicken, mashed potatoes, ect. Mikki, I won our picky eater contest right? xP I ate pie though. Yummy peanut butter and cherry pie!

After that, we hung out in our family's hotel lobby where the pool was. They had special things for my grandfather there, lol. You know what the first thing my grandfather said to me was? "Do you know whom I am? I'm your grandfather." Guess that comes to show how long it's been since we last saw each other. But I DID know who he was. After a while, I hung out with my two cousins, Christin and Max. They're both around 14 yeras old, and Max no likey anime anymores! T_T Chris does though. They're both very funny and nice to the extreme. I don't know what I was so nervous about. Oh, and Max has an older sister named Catherine. She's only like, one year older than me, and she's already married with a dude and has two babies. It was weird. o_0

After that gathering, we returned to our hotel. Sleep at last right? Uh, no. I could seriously hear someone's snoring through the wall... And the point of me getting my own room was so that I wouldn't be bothered by my mom's. And there's a train track right next to our hotel, and we all heard this train coming like, every fifteen minutes. It honked it's horn and sounded as if it was right in my ear. So I stayed awake, flipped through the tv channels. Whenever I'm alone with a tv that has no channels blocked, I immediately look for the baddest ones. xD You know, the deep romance and stuff like that. But then I neded up watching a drama on the lifetime channel. I don't remember what it's called, but it's about this teen...troubled teen...falling in love with a 50 year old man. And throughout the movie..well just imagine Momiji trying to get Hatori on a rollercoaster. I mean that in a figurative sense too. xD So I cried at the end, then remembered my sleeping problem, then listened to my ipod till 5am, then eventually fell asleep.

Turns out my parents had a miserable sleep as well. We got out of tha thotel at 1pm and searched for another. But the hotel desk person apparently couldn't talk to us b/c she was too busy on the phone. So we agreed we'd go to the hotel our family is staying at, and dad said I couldn't get my own room either...great... But before we went there, we went to look for something to eat. My mom had me sit in teh front seat b/c I was complaining about how warm it was in the back. >< First places we went to -hears a train- was a pancake house. It was closed. 2nd place, a fish resturant. Dun dun dun, it wasn't going to open till 4. We eventually settled down at this random bar. I ordered a hamburger. My mom and I sat while my dad was going to get us our drinks. I wanted soda, and mom wanted tea. He returned to tell my mom that they only had rhasberry tea. Seriously..what is that? Dad goes off to get us some straws, then something emotional happened.. My mom broke out crying! This is the second time I ever saw her cry. My dad came back, I told him, and he looked at my mom.. I'm sorry but when I think back on that, the look on my dad's face was funny.. Anyway, this made me sad and sort of speechless at the time. We discussed leaving for Chicago tonight and flying back home, but that'd be difficult, and sudden to the family. But in the end, we went to the hotel my familiy's staying at.

My dad bought me this little notepad I'm writing in now b/c I felt so desperate to write. Somehow, as I do, even if it isn't posted on the internet yet, it feels like you guys are reading this now.. Hm, maybe you guys are thinking about me? xD I miss you all so much!! Especially Tenshi..Bryan..Mikki.. -cry- Oki doki, I must get back on track now.. Umm.. So the next big event was the "weaner roast" at my grandfather's farm. (When I came back to Indiana -hears train- I thought my grandfather was going to be in the hospital..but in fact, he's up walking around and hanging out with us! xD) Oh, but right before the roast... My dad took us around the Notre Dame campus. My dad is addicted to Notre Dame. He showed me his highschool, the hospital he was born in, where he grew up...lecture...zzZZZzzz..huh? Oh, right, the roast! xP

So it was at my grandfather's farm... Hm, how should I describe it.. We were eating hotdogs in a swamp, really. There were old couches outside that got rained on, that some people sat on.. There was a pond, tons of flys.. -hears train- But it was actually nice.. I had fun talking to my aunt Marjory. She said she watched me grow up through pictures.. awww... My mom and I cought a ride back to the hotel with my Aunt Toby while my dad stayed there. Oh, before I forget to mention.. The grill at the roast.. was huuuuge. It was a long..metal thingy stretching across a circle of rocks... The kids melted marshmellows and ate smores! That was pretty lovely.

So here I am at the hotel. It's 10:30pm, and I'm in the main lobby. Mom is, I presume, sleeping in her hotel room. I dunno if my dad is back yet, but I see some of my relatives returning. Feels so strange, being around my dad's side of the family. I'm so used to being around my mom's side where everyone is African American. And on my dad's side, everyone is white. Hm, I guess for some of those who don't know, I'm mixed. Yep! Sooo..I'm just sitting here.. I guess i'llw rite more once I return home..

And I'm HOME! -dances- I just typed all of that really fast. xD So, I didn't really sleep that night. The next day, Monday, we went to the grave sight near Notre Dame and saw our ancestor's graves. Dad showed me some of the very old buildings around there that were built by my ancestors. Then we went to a pancake house to eat together. After that, we went to Notre Dame campus again, walked around inside the school.. And by then we were on our way back!! Like, we left around 4. We got home TODAY at 12:30am. I thought I'd be back earlier, but nope. But when I got home, mom said I couldn't get back on the laptop until I cleaned my room inside and out.. Well I finished cleaning it..woot!

So all in all, it was nice, but exhausting trip.. I love my family so much! I got so many kisses and hugs.. My family on my dad's side is so nice.. Every single person, besides a kid, is married.. I have a very humble family.. I hope to have another reunion like that again soon, but sadly, it probably won't be with my grandfather.. -cry- I treasured the moment as best as I could.

So tell me, how have you all been for the past three days?

Leaving!

2006-07-01T05:43:49Z

Hey guys I'm getting ready to catch the plane!! See you on Mondaaay! -hug- I hope you guys have a great weekend. And Bryan, tell Terry I said good-bye till Monday and he BETTER call me,kay? Cya!

Hiya wiya!

2006-06-27T17:01:24Z

Hm, what to say, what to say! Well I'd first like to mention that I am on Gaia now, woot! Thanks to some friends and a lot of extra pushing. My Gaia name is "Mimi Taylor," so meet me on there if you like! It's a pretty neat site, and I wish I wasn't away for it for so long. Because if I wasn't away, I'd be rich with gold by now.. Yeah, I have an obsession with gold.. Gold and money lead to death.. Money is evil.. BWAHAHAHA. Oh, but, I have met some friends and the people are very nice. n_n I found some Higurashi No Naku Koro Ni lovers..woot!

Hm, besides Gaia, I can't say I've been up to much. It's been raining here for days and days still. Oh, before I forget, I better tell you guys the real plan with this weekend. This Saturday I'm leaving at 2am in the morning to the airport, and I'm going to be in Indiana for 2 nights. So I'll be getting back on Monday. I don't know if there will be wireless at the hotel I'm staying at, but if there is, i'll pop up when I can. So, the reason I'm going to Indiana is to visit my grandfather on my dad's side. He's in the hospital with cancer, and this will probably be my last time seeing him. I have only seen him twice in my whole life, too..but it's still all very sad. Lots of the family are going, and it will sort of be a family reunion at the same time.

Well that's all I can think of to say for now. I'll update soon.. Byez!

Loads of fun!

2006-06-24T02:57:42Z

Woot, it worked out you guys! We met at the mall, and even Alex could come. We saw the movie Cars, and it wasn't as bad as I thought it was going to be! Sarah and Terry were laughing up a storm. We had lots of fun. The only thing I can complain about is my headache, but it's slowly going away as I type and listen to Terry's videogames on the phone. And Terry is sounding soooo weeeird. Okay doki, well, I just wanted everyone to know that it worked out and I had fun! I'm going to sign on aol now and see whom there is I glomp! n_n Yayness! Yayayayay!

Nuuuu storms!

2006-06-23T19:48:26Z

I'm at work now, and I'm staring out of a gigantic window. I'm like, on the 11th floor so I'm very high up, I can see trees and buildings for miles and miles. Well, the sky is pretty gray and dark for only 3ish in the afternoon. There will be scattered thunderstorms here, so I'm having my doubts that Bryan, Terry, Sarah, and I can make the mall and movies. I really wanted to wear my hair down too, but with all this humidity lingering in the air, my hair will become afro-ish, and I'd have to sit through another press. Oh if only I got the perm. xD Anyway, I have my doubts, but I have my hope too. Eep eep, my fingers are frozen icecubes. Too much air conditioning in this place. But I like the workspace. You know, with the high-tech computer and the gigantic window beside me. Hehe. Anyway..there's no real point to this entry.. Just want to briefly say what's going on.. I'll be leaving work in ten minutes. Yays!

Wooosh!

2006-06-23T14:58:06Z

Okay I'm really sleepy. It's only 10ish in the morning. xD But anyway, I have to say a lot before I get ready for work in 15 minutes. Yesterday was so fun! n_n I talked to Bryan, Terry, and Tenshi on the phone, and we were just partying, lol. Come to think of it, I was on the phone all day except for when I got my hair washed and pressed finally. -yawn- As a note to Bryan and Terry, I won't be here at 1:00 to talk on the phone today. I'll be at work, I realized, so I'll give you guys a call around 4-something. I also sent you guys an email. Okay, done with that message. Hm, I have a feeling neither of them will see it and end up calling anyway. Oh well! xP

Today is mall day! We might see Posiedon instead of Cars. Or we might not see any movie at all. I just can't wait to eat. So far it's just going to be me, Terry, Bryan, and Sarah. Krystal can't go, we can't reach Alex, and it's probably too late to invite Derin. Hmm.. Anyway, i'll write about our mall trip probably tomorrow!

I'll leave this journal entry with a sad dream. I had a dream that I was watching Paranoia Agent with my mom, but this episode wasn't an actual episode. It was about a mother who had a trouble-making son. What was sad was, her son had cancer in his tongue. (it was turning black and blue). Things lead to another, and they finally get close because the son needs his mom...he's all scared... Eventually, this all leads to the boy laying in the hospital. The mom's at home because she thinks his son is currently at a friends house, like he said, which was a lie. A shocking relevation..the hospital is experimenting on this boy, giving him cancer and messing him up. Somehow I get in the dream and find out. o_0 And I rush back to the mom to tell what happened and where he is. Here's the sad part. And weird part. Like all failed experiments, they stuff the boy in a can and put him on a convayer belt. He's able to talk on a cell phone in there though somehow. He calls his mom, and his mom says "I love you, see you when you get back from your friend's house." The boy hangs up, but after he hangs up is when he says "I love you too." Then the can got smashed by some big wheel. How sad!

Ttyl.. sniff sniff..

Hallo 'allo!

2006-06-22T00:48:52Z

Wow I let three days pass without an update?? Oh my! -gasp- Well here's what's been up guys. I recently got Yahoo Instant Messanger, and it's a lot of fun! I didn't really want to get it, but my friends Bryan and Mikki urged me, and it really does turn out to be fun. You can doodle on a notepad in the IM, have good voicechat, play games like Checkers, have animated smilies, and all sorts of other stuff! I was on it all day yesterday, lol. Hm, what else have I been up to. Well I tried to help solve a mess that occurred a few days ago. Been hanging on Penguin Club a lot. Oh, and this Friday, I'm hoping I can go to the movies to see Cars with Bryan, Krystal, Alex, Daniel, and Terry. I hope it works out! I mean, I'm not thrilled to see Cars, but what else there? We all have seen X-men. But anyway, I am looking forward to eating popcorn and sitting among friends. n_n It's been a while since I have hanged out with anyone. Since the Anime Convention, really, and that was about a month ago. WOW a month! I wonder if Bryan can believe it. I feel like it was just yesterday. Lol. I sure wish I could wear my kimono for something because I put a lot of hard work into it, and now it's just sitting in my closet. Hmmm.. And I hope Bryan gets done editing his footage of the convention. I'm on that tape, and if I can get a hold of me on the tape, I can show friends. Like i'd really want to show Tenshi, my circle, and other friends really badly. But if I look horrible on the tape...nevermind.. -.-!! On to other things, I have new glasses! Yay! I really like them (except that they smear horribly).

Hmmm.. I can't wait till my mom washes and presses my hair. I was going to get my first perm but nah, we'll do that later. I want to make sure I look a little nice for Friday. ^-^! I hope it works out. Bryan might need a ride. Some of us could be short on money. But I hope we can manage. Oh, I said I was going to talk about other things. Um, well I'm having a sneeze-a-thon right now. I keep sneezing and sneezing and sneezing until my chest hurts! Ow and the last one hurt. Blowing my nose doesn't help very well. Okay I just sneezed my 11th sneeze. Ow. Ow. Ow.

My AIM isn't working at the moment and no one is on YIM. Oh yeah, before I forget to mention, my YIM is Mimi_Taylor17. So anyone is welcome to YIM me! It starts automatically when my computer starts, lol. Well, i'll be off on my way now. After I read some friend's journal entries and answer some more quizzes, I'm going to surf Gendou's Anime Music and find new songs to put on my Ipod. I'm going to need a LOT of new ones before I go on my trip to Indiana. That will be a 14-hour drive. x_x! I'm begging Dad to have us take the plaaaane! If we do, we'd be stopping in Atlanta Georgia. Anybody there? Hope you all are doing well! Cya!

About Today!

2006-06-18T22:26:48Z

Hi hi everyone! n_n Things might not be as bad as I made them seemed. I still might be able to take some classes in college this year, even if they're not the ones I planned to take, they'd save me from returning to the jungle. Oki, so now on to new things. Well, today for Father's Day, we watched a movie called Mighty Python and the Holy Grail. Um, it's something like that. It's a very classic, random movie from killer rabbits to rain clouds with feet to a five minute black screen with circus music. 0_o It was straaange. Well, my morning didn't start out the best. Mom kept snapping at me for being slow and lethargic. Then she went on about my test again. But the day turned out better. Right now my mom is taking the chocolate chip cookies out of the oven. Yum yum!

-Sigh-

2006-06-17T18:20:26Z

Well, I took the test today and still missed it by 2 points. That is driving me crazy. -has a headache- There is the possible chance of taking it a third time, but I will probably miss it by 1 point and be even more frustrated. I do not want to return to my old jungle high school; I want to stay where I am. It was paradise because the students were disciplined for the most part, we learned, we grew close because we were such a small class of juniors, had festivals on the campus, and there were so many other opportunities. I'm messing mine up, and I just might lose all of that if I can't retake it again this Tuesday. I will hardly be online because I'll be studying my butt off for the possible retake. What bothers me is that I feel so numb about it. I mean after it is confirmed that I'd have to return to my old high school, if that happens, then I'd feel the depressing effect of all this. I wonder why I can make straight A's but can't pass a simple timed test. Of course, I am no where near planning to give up. Hopefully other opportunities will be given to me. I really need to take some time to get myself together. I hope all of you are having a good day; I'll talk to you guys soon!

oreoshica @ 2006-06-16T12:10:00

2006-06-16T16:16:49Z

I'm at work now! I just got here. xD I'm not going to say much because I do need to get working. But I just wanted to tell the wonderful people who replied to my last entry....THANK YOU SO MUCH! I read them over and over now. n_n ::glomps Tenshi:: I LUFF you Tenshi!! Luff you Mikki! Luff you Nao! Luff you Chobie! Luff you Bryan! There are some questions I said that I would get back to for some, and I will. And there is another person I plan to answer the question for. Anyway, you guys made me feel very special. x3

After work my mom's planning to take me out to shop for my dad's Father's Day gift.. I feel ashamed to say I forgot FD was coming up!! I'll probably get him some shirts. After that I have to study for my test. So expect me online kinda late you guys. Sorry! But hopefully on Saturday...I'll be online allll day to chat with you guys. xD Ttyl!!

Questions

2006-06-15T22:14:28Z

Tenshi placed this in her profile so I thought I would too. Whoever replies I shall reply back! And like Tenshi said, some of the questions are too awkward to answer, so you're more than welcome to ignore those! Oki doki here they are.

What if?:

[1] I committed suicide:
[2] I said I liked you:
[3] I kissed you:
[4] I lived next door to you:
[5] I started smoking:
[6] I stole something:
[7] I was hospitalized:
[8] I ran away from home:
[9] I got into a fight and you weren't there:

What do you think about my:
[1] Personality:
[2] Eyes:
[3] Face:
[4] Hair:
[5] Clothes:
[6] Mannerisms:

Other:
[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you devirginize me?
[13] Would you marry me?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are we close?
[33] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

Penguins, Maromi, and Eyes

2006-06-15T19:18:31Z

Hallo all! Oh my gosh, I did the most fun thing last night!! Chobie introduced Penguin Club to me, and it's where you're a penguin and you can walk around with other penguins, chat real time, walk together, go to clubs, and play games together! I stayed up till 3am playing that with Mikki and Nao. We stayed together and had a lot of fun! And there was this weird penguin named Albino who was in love with me. He took me out to pizza, to the disco, to his home, broke up with me, reunited with me, broke up with me, reunited with me, and then I eventually logged off because it was getting so late. So thanks Chobie, I'll definitely go to Penguin Club more often!

Now about Maromi. You all know I have a plush for it right? Well around the time my mom went to bed, I threw it in my mom's room. I wake up this morning around eight, I remember I have an eye doctor appointment at ten, but I went back to sleep. My dad came in though and threw Maromi back in my room. That's when I had a nightmare after I fell asleep. In my nightmare, I was a dude. I was walking along the sidewalk one day and I saw tiny little Maromi walking in my direction. I made the mistake and greeting it, and it asked me for a favor. Maromi wanted me to bring something to it. (I don't know if Maromi is a he or she) But I was late bringing something to Maromi, and with Maromi's powers, pain shot through my entire body! I fell to the ground, horrified. Maromi stood near my face, looked at me with its huge eyes and said, "Bring me two episodes of Rahxephon tomorrow. I want them subtitled. I want episodes 1 and 2, and you can't be late." I rushed home, cried to my mom that I was getting tortured by a Maromi, but Mom didn't believe a word I was saying. She did help me to copy an episode of Rahxephon to a disc. But the problem was, the subtitles were horrible, and I didn't have enough time to copy the 2nd one. So I told her to work on the 2nd one while I give the first one to Maromi. When I went to go meet Maromi outside, I said right off, "I'm sorry, I have the first episode but don't worry!! My mom is making the 2nd one!! I'll bring it to you soon so don't worry!" Maromi looked sad before putting me through pain and torture again. But hey. Why did I let a little pink plush provoke fear in me? I didn't have to be afraid. All of the sudden, I wasn't afraid. I felt that I would just endure the pain but not be afraid. Suddenly, fire started at the bottom of my sneakers as if they were rockets, and I flew to the sky!! All the while I shot straight up, I endured the pain as Maromi was breaking all the bones in my body. But I didn't turn back; I couldn't! Next thing I know, I wake up in a hospital. My hospital bed is a washing machine. Maromi is sitting beside me but changes to human form. I said, "Hey wait..you're the boy who disappeared eight years ago!" Then Maromi said quietly, "Yes I am. You're the first one to not be afraid of me, no matter how much pain I inflict on you. We can be friends now." THE END! n_n

After that crazy dream, I was awakened by my mom's sharp tone to get my lazy butt out of bed and get ready for my appointment because it was already 9:45, and it was to begin around 10:10. So I got myself ready, and I accidently placed my dirty clothes in the clean clothes basket. While I was getting dressed, my mom knocked hard on my door and ordered me to come out. I said, "But I'm not dressed!" She still kept knocking, so I put my wet towel back on and opened the door. She was really mad about me just mistakening the dirty clothes and the clean clothes basket. As I got my hair done and everything else, she lectured me ALL the way to the eye place about how I need to do this and that. But I was half asleep so I didn't care. So I went and got to my eye appointment. First thing was first. I was looking into something, and I saw a balloon. But they told me to look past the balloon and imagine segalls. They displayed letters in front of me, and I had to tell which rows were clearer and which ones were more blurry. Then they dialated my eyes with drops that stung. My pupils are HUGE right now. I look very freaky. I picked out some new glasses, but it will take a week about. Just when I was about to leave, guess whom I saw?? And I think Bryan will know whom I'm talking about. I SAW THE TOYOTA GUY! He's this dude on Toyota commercials who practically yells his lungs out. Hehe. After that, I got a hamburger and fries from this place, I didn't like the hamburger much, and when we got home, I went to BED. That's why I just woke up a few minutes ago, and it's already 3:11pm.

Let's see, I did have one more dream, but I can't recall it well. All I know is, I was in an apartment room, and I was sharing it with my friend Dyeh from Australia. We were both still talking on our laptops though as if we both weren't in the same room. I was telling her that I was watching this weird love movie or something. Suddenly, I'm in a hospital, and I'm a patient. I had exercised too much and I had a heart attack or something. 0_o And the scariest thing happened here guys. There was this cranky old man who was there too, and he was very cold. My name changed to Maggy because everyone was calling me Maggy. So anyway, I decided to help the old man out because he was lonely and couldn't walk around well. We got close. And the sad part is, after I left his room to go eat or something..well after I left and headed down the hallway, I whispered to myself, "I love you." And in the room, he whispered, "I love you." But when I came back, he had pased away. We never got to tell each other our feelings. Weird and sad isn't it?

Well I think i'll go read my friend's entries now before cleaning up my pigsty. I have clothes slumped everywhere, and I can't take it anymore. Then, at last, I'm going to take practice test questions because I can't bring myself to avoid it any longer. No wait. First I'm going to read entries, then go to Penguin Club for like fifteen minutes. THEN I'm going to clean, study, and pop online later. Oh, and on a quick last note, remember when I told you my mom was really mad at me this morning? She said she was going to take the laptop out of my room. But she hasn't done it yet. Maybe that means she won't. Yay!!

And Mikki, as a short response to one of your responses, I'd like to keep friends for a long long time as well. Friends forever!

Good Day!

OMG

2006-06-14T17:20:34Z

Oh..my God.. I'm at work now, and we had a fake fire drill. But this one took the life out of me!!!! I was just sitting here, starting to read over UNIX when a huge alarm sounded. I looked all around me, and all the other apprentices were heading into the hallway in a huge crowd. Even the adults. I went out with them naturally, and we walked to the staircase. And...they were tiny steps..and.. We had to RUN down the steps.. And do you know how many flights?! Eleven flights, come on!!! Each flight was long with tiny steps. o__o Running down wasn't too bad, it just seemed endless, and I was at the very back of the line. When we got down to the first floor, we crowded in the main lobby. Then the alarm ended, and we had to walk back UP the steps we just came down on!! OMG, going up is harder than going down. It took like ten minutes walking up those steps, and my knees were going to collapse!! I was going to fall down and pass out no joke!! I was the last in the line..well, I wasn't in a line by the time I reached the top; everyone else left me behind. xD It was very hard for the others too, but I kept taking rest breaks. Oh MAN.. comes to show that I need to get in shape!!! My knees are aching like crazy, and I can't bend them! I'm still wiping sweat off the back of my neck! Anyone wanna join me in a huge work out this Saturday? @_@!

Thoughts

2006-06-14T14:03:43Z

My thoughts this morning..

Funny, the first thing I do when I go to the computer is log on Livejournal, and I used to do that with FF.net. Hm, I'm up fairly early right now. This morning is very nice because it's raining, I love overcast weather, and with the blinds open, my room is glowing a pretty blue, and my laminated posters are shining. I could hear the rain better if the washing machine wasn't on, but I'm the one who has to wash clothes here.

Hm, as you can tell, I'm in a contemplative mood this morning. I've been thinking about things lately, about change and about friends, plus lots of selfish things. There's nothing too intriguing to say about it, I'm just thinking about how I can change as a person and what I'm doing right now to start, and I wonder if I'll always remain very important to someone. I wonder how it will be ten years later. Whom will I still be talking to and whom will I not be talking to? Will my mom eventually believe that my closeness to internet friends is too dangerous and ban me from the net? It's true, I'm not helping myself or anyone by pondering over these questions. They're not possible to answer. However, I think about them anyway because my mind refuses to think about my worries such as my test, eye doctor appointment, getting cavities filled, work, SAT, drivers ed, and my senior year.

The bad thing about this is, I block my worries out as much as possible, so I don't concentrate on the things I should. When I'm online, I completely forget about them, and I feel as if I'm in the safe zone. My mom thinks the net is hurting me more than it's helping me. I wonder if it's true. If I wasn't online, I'd be into my studies much more. I would be passing the tests I've been having trouble with, I would care about driving and start, I'd be focusing on colleges, I'd be working at a faster pace and concentrating better at work, I wouldn't be as over weight, I'd be more mature, basically moving more forward in life and growing up. But then I wouldn't have the wonderful friends I have right now. Most of my friends are online. But maybe I shouldn't be online as much as I am.. I don't know.. The internet is incredibly addicting. But my mom thinks that all of my net friends are getting more on with their life, and I'm the only one who's moving this slow and not getting anything significant accomplished. So yeah, those are my thoughts this morning. ^^! More about friends than anything else, but anyway, I'm going to go check my emails now.

On a random note, I just figured out that it's possible to change my font on here. Hurray for that!

"If you want to become the person you want to be, then you have to make it happen." - Mom

::My Crazy Dreams::

2006-06-14T01:59:35Z

::My Crazy Dreams::

Gorilla

There was going to be a school fieldtrip to some sort of castle, and I didn't make it in time to catch the bus with all my other classmates. So my parents decided to drive me there. We were riding along the freeway, and I was totally tuned into my ipod. But suddenly, as I looked out the back window of the car, I saw a gigantic King Kong running behind us! Airplanes swooped down from nowhere, shooting at it, and the cars raced faster. My parents sped too, but no matter how fast we drove, the gorilla was right on our trail! My parents stopped the car near the castle, I jumped out, and the gorilla totally ate the car with my parents still inside. Horrified, I rushed towards the castle and found all my classmates to be hiding beneath a huge blanket. I rushed to hide with them, but then it got quiet. Too quiet. Before we knew it, the gorilla snatched the blanket off of us and we started running like crazy! I tried to defend them though, grabbed a stick and tried to hit the gorilla, but the gorilla caught it and said to me, "You're coming with me."

The gorilla took me to his upper chambers of the castle, my classmates were enslaved in an underground prison, and he made me pancakes. Yeah, he wore an apron and everthing. I was just sitting at the table, looking at him like, 0_o. After eating the pancakes, he told me, "There's something I want you to see." The gorilla took me to the airport, and there was a huge jeep parked on the airplane landing. I looked inside the jeep,and it was the gorilla's friend, the Techno Man. He was basically a corpulant man who was a DJ or something. He started playing techno music, and the gorilla and I were jammin'!! But we had to leave soon. When we returned to the castle however, my classmates were escaping the prison. The gorilla turned to me and said, "Aren't you going to leave with them?" And I replied, "No. I want to stay with you." So we got married.

Doll Head

I was hiking along a chocolate mountain with Eliza Thornberry, the girl from the cartoon, "The Wld Thornberries." We went through caves and everything, trying to find our parents. But suddenly, when we made it to the cliffs again, it started to shake and we were frantic. Looking above, we both saw this thing rolling down the hill. The thing was a gigantic cabbage pack doll head, and it was heading straight for us!! We ran for our lives.

Cereal Box

One time I was really hungry, and I was about to die from starvation. I sat around in my living room, begging my mom to make something, but she said that dad was going to make cereal. Dad was currently shaving or something in the bathroom. But when he came out the bathroom, millions of him were walking out and forming a line into the kitchen. The wierder part of it all is, my 'dads' had cereal boxes for their 'heads.'

End Of The World

I was taking a vacation in this small cabin. The cabin was located on a gigantic glacier in some extremely cold icey place. Suddenly, cars started driving past my cabin, as if my cabin was smack in the middle of a freeway. The sky was perfectly blue without a single cloud. But something black formed in the sky, like a black hole, and all the cars that were speeding were lifted backwards, starting to get sucked up in the black hole. Even the glacier started breaking up, and huge chunks of it were being sucked in. All in time, so was my cabin and me.

Marriage In A Whale

I married a God from Stargate-SG1 inside of the whale that swallowed Pinnochio.

Oreoshica

If most of you are wondering what the heck this is, it's my made-up kingdom, and I came up with it when I was around 5 years old. I had many dreams centered on actually going to Oreoshica. In all of them, I was either with my best friend at the time, Natasha, or with a classmate from school. We traveled on the sidewalks behind our houses, the sidewalks right by the creeks. Eventually, we reached a golden field of grass as far as the eye could see. There was a cabin, surrounded by children. And an old man with a large hat sat in front of the cabin, rocking back and forth in his rocking chair. The cabin was the 'halfway' mark to Oreoshica. But in my dreams, I never really found Oreoshica.

Barney

The big, purple dinosaur that all kids love met with me one day, and we decided to have a picnick on the deep slope of a mountain. Barney wore a scavanger outfit with the hat and all, and I was dressed normally. As I was getting the picnick blanket spread out, Barney said that he was going to go get our picnick basket which was on top of this rock. But the next thing I knew, I heard a yelp. I rushed to see if Barney was okay, but he wasn't. Barney had fallen off the mountain, laying in a pit of rocks, bleeding and dead. -_-!

Dreams At Random

Here are dreams that I feel are incomplete, meaning, I can't remember all of them. So here are some random parts to the dreams. There was something about an alligator (sp?) in the creek, and I was crazy enough to search for it. There was something about a Mario Kart race at night, and it took place on a chocolate mountain. Something about a beach full of shipwrecks. Something about going to a stadium, but the sky was a dark red, and I was the only person existing besides my friend Igor. Something about riding a floating rollar coaster above the freeway at midnight. Something about trees during the fall, how the trees hide some secret passage way. Something about playing hide-and-seek with children inside of a colorful maze. Something about Sailor Saturn being trapped in the middle of the ocean. Something about me having magical powers, and the children think I'm a Queen or something. And there was something about me getting kidnapped. Oh, plus, there was a dream about Kyo and Yuki turning into the Pokemon Ho-oh and Lugia. 0_o

**I've got lots more dreams to tell, so this will be updated now and then when I actually remember them. xD So, call me weird and I'll take it as a compliment. -nod nod-

Back!

2006-06-14T01:16:58Z

Hiya all, I'm back. n_n Let me tell u about how my Grandma's bd went! Well when I got to my grandma's, my brothers popped up one by one, and we went out to eat at Red Lobster. And as we were leaving the resturant, my brothers were rushing ahead of my mom, and I followed them! We drove to Grandma's pretty quickly, and it was in their plan to set up their gift in her house while my mom slowly drove her back. Turns out my brothers chipped in and bought my Grandma a new TV. Cuz the other one she had to bang up all the time for it to work. They switched the old TV with the new one pretty fast, and I was on lookout for Grandma and Mom. It took like 30 mins before they finally popped up. We sang Happy B-day, had LOTS of CAKE, and now I'm feeling sick. xD Not sick sick, I've just got a huge headache, and my stomach is churning from all the cake I had today. Blasting my ears with music all the way home didn't help, but I didn't want to listen to my mom's funk.

So here I am, back at home, and I'm immediately thinking about work tomorrow, which is a total drag. My stomach is feeling worse. e_e OoooooOOOooOOoo. If I sit still for a long time I don't feel it as bad, but when I move, I feel it. x_x! I really shouldn't have eaten so much cake. There's a chance that tomorrow, when I'm not sick, i'll be hyper from that cake. Yup yup, that just might very well be the case! Oki doki, I'm about to make another journal entry randomly on dreams soon. Just wanna lay down a bit longer. Thanks for everyone who has submitted a comment! I like those!

Leaving!

2006-06-13T14:32:49Z

Oki doki, I'm about to leave to my grandma's! But wowies, this morning started off kinda weird. I woke up and heard my mom arguing with my dad 'bout all these guests my grandma's having for her "party", and we thought it was just going to be my mom, me, brother, and her. Now we have lots of ppl coming and my mom had to order a bigger cake and everything. Pretty stressful morning for her. I just stayed clear and hid in my room. xD But when it was time to get my hair done, my mom tried to blow-dry dandruff out my hair b/c it was so bad. I need to get it washed seriously. Then I can press it and have my hair flying in the fan wind!! Yay!

I also wished Ashley a Happy B-day. U know I love those voice record things, so I used it and sent her a card from TheOtaku. TheOtaku is SO good for cards isn't it? But I'm sure there are better places to find e-cards. Anybody know of any?

Also, I'd like for you guys to check out my friend Bryan in my Friends section. (Slasher_king) Bryan needs some more LiveJournal buds! xD He's the one who luffs video games, and he likes anime too! I hope u chat with him b/c he's fun to chat with.

And Mikki, I can't wait till we start the you know what with the you know whos!! Yes, that's right, for our secluded writer and special captain. xP Oki doki, I'm about to run spellcheck on this, and this will be the first time I use Livejournal spellcheck.

Bye bye everybody, have a great day! I hope I get back soon so I can write more in my journal. Am I using this too much? I hardly talk about significant events, just ramblings. Oh wells!...Hm, wow, the spellcheck on here is interesting...

Ahhh one more thing! Tenshi, I'll put up a SNAPE picture when I get back! :D Oki doki? And Maaaaybe a DracoxHarry or FredxGeorge.. Hmmmm... Hard to deciiiide.. ^_~

Outlook On Week

2006-06-13T04:35:31Z

First I'd like to give a shoutout to my friend Ashley. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEY!

Hm, I'm not suppose to be on right now. xD But I'll take this moment to sort of sneak on while my mom's looking away. And on a random note, my mouse is moving very oddly. When I move it left, it moves left than a bit to the right, and vice versa. Why does my laptop have to be so mean for? Oh well, at least writing an entry doesn't require moving a mouse.

Hm, right now I've got Maromi sitting on my lap, my tv has Texhnolyze on pause, and I'm smelling the perm stuff my mom just used in her hair. Oh, wait, aren't I suppose to be giving my outlook on the week? Oh yes, that's exactly why I started writing. xD Well as I stated earlier, tomorrow's my grandma's birthday. She wants to eat at a garden or something, but my mom thinks we have to bring our own food there. I hope we can eat at Red Lobster. Now most of you know how I've been suffering under tuna and cereal for weeks. I'll be going to work on Wednesday and Friday, but I'm not looking forward to it really. I've got an eye doctor appointment, and I hate it when they put drops in my eyes. I'll be getting new glasses too! And I'll have to do practice test questions for SURE before Saturday because I might take that test this Saturday. Hm, doesn't sound too much like an exciting week does it? Other than those required things, i'll be online with buddies, yay!

Hm, I should post this before my mom gets a chance to disconnect me. It's just SO fun to write here!! I just want to rant forever. And ever. And EVER! Okii not that long, but you know. Anyway, so I'll see you all probably late on Tuesday or Wednesday in the afternoon. And on a second random note, I might get to meet one of my net friends, Margy, tomorrow. She's visiting her dad near where my grandma lives, but I doubt we'd bump into each other. Still, it's a chance. See ya, and I hope everyone has a wonderful day! n_n

Bishies

2006-06-13T01:49:22Z

Maromi

2006-06-12T23:45:57Z

Now you all know Maromi is the cutest thing ever!! It's a pink dog from Paranoia Agent, and I've got the plush for it!! Hehe, I LUFF IT! -glomps-

Work

2006-06-12T19:52:45Z

As of the moment, I'm at work! I'm an apprentice regarding computational sciences, and my job is to come in every other day to work on challenges. After I complete a certain number of challenges for the first apprenticeship level, I go to the next one and complete even harder challenges. The pay comes after I complete each level, and it increases. Hehe, well right now I'm still on level one. ^^! Maybe I'll finish level one when summer is over.

Oh man, I am STARVING right now. The only thing I had to eat was a Burger King breakfast sandwhich at 11:30ish. It was one of those sausage, egg, and cheese things. So when I get home, I'll probably eat cereal. My house doesn't have a whole lot of food right now. I've been living off of tuna, balloni (sp?), and cereal everyday. Yes, it's true my mom's wonderful with cooking, but I'm a picky eater, and she hasn't made any yummy sweets lately. -dies- I neeed sweeeets... o_o!

Know what's neat? I'm starting an exercise routine! ^_^ Gonna lose some weight. I'm going to walk the hills every morning. Mom says I should get myself some jogging clothes or something, but I don't want shorts b/c I can't stand shorts. -.-! Let's see.. Oh, guess what? My grandma's birthday is tomorrow! I don't know if I'll be spending the night at her house or what. Maybe. ^^! But it'll only be for a day if I do. Well, just 10 more minutes and I get to come home and eat. After that I'll be online most likely, chatting, rping, and feeling gulity for not doing any practice questions for a test I have to take to enable me to take the college courses I want this fall. Wish me luck on it! >< It's easy but I'm just bad at timed tests this year.